I feel like.....

I feel like I'm a balloon waiting to burst

I need, I want, I desire so much

Yet I have to control it and stiffle it

I want to know why, who says, how dare them

Holding back feelings, emotions, and affection

is not something I want to do

I am not good at it

I want to let it all out

I want to enjoy every moment I have

I want to scream really loud

I want to cry until I shake

I want to laugh until my stomach hurts

I want to make love until I cry tears of pleasure

~jz