I feel like.....

I feel like I'm a balloon waiting to burst

I need, I want, I desire so much

Yet I have to control it and stiffle it

I want to know why, who says, how dare them

Holding back feelings, emotions, and affection

is not something I want to do

I am not good at it

I want to let it all out

I want to enjoy every moment I have

I want to scream really loud

I want to cry until I shake

I want to laugh until my stomach hurts

I want to make love until I cry tears of pleasure

~jz

In the depth of my soul.....

In the depth of my soul 

there are songs unwilling to take the garb of words, 

songs living as seed in my heart. 

They will not flow with ink onto paper. 

Like a translucent veil, 

they are wrapped about emotions 

that can never flow sweetly on my tongue.

~ Khalil Gibran♥